Focus Needed (ie one big complaint)
Well life has gotten in the way of my workouts again. Or at least that is the excuse I am feeding myself this time. On Saturday night I was coming home from a fabulous night out when my friend (and neighbor) asked me over for a night cap. I wasnt quite ready for bed so I went over only to find a living room full of people, and my friend, liz, no where to be found. Not 30 seconds after I walk in the door Liz comes bolting down the stairs and rushes out to the backyard, calling me to follow her. Turns out her boyfriend, Shawn, had been fighting with her and may have broken up with her. She was freaking out. Being no stranger to relationship problems, I sat down with her and we started to talk, but then Shawn comes outside and the two of them talk for awhile. I was not really afforded the opportunity to leave, the two of them kept talking to each other through me. So then I get in trouble with my boyfriend, Mike, cuz i didn’t exactly signal where I was and didnt get home till 8:30am (frankly I dont blame him) but also, when I finally returned home, (after staying with liz for awhile to calm her down cuz Shawn actually left the house,) I find him at my house. Did I mention he is Mike’s best friend? Yeah so I had a house guest until this morning, although his stuff is still here, I am pretty sure he went home to Liz.
So did you hear me anywhere in that story? I didn’t. I havent worked out in about a week, Michael hasnt cooked in god knows how long so I am eating take out for quite some time now, I have two tests next week that I have been studying for like a demon. Oh and I have all this stuff to get done for my grad school apps its ridiculous. I am beyond stressed. And while having Shawn and Liz on the front burner for awhile was a nice distraction, it was just that. A distraction. I def become too easily distracted and that is something I need to work on STAT. I was able to study all day yesterday (as Shawn and Liz were in my living room working out their lives) and I actually feel confident in the material. But I also have another test to deal with and I am waaaaay behind on the reading due to the books being two weeks late. I almost feel like there isnt time to go to the gym. I have been dabbling with the on demand work outs so Im not completely ridiculous, and I have cut down on my eating so I think I am still losing. But this can not continue! I need to focus.
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